I wrote this poem for the countless women
who
are facing daily abuse
Why She Stays
The decision weighs
heavy on her mind
How does she explain
the behavior of a man so unkind?
She still feels it is
her fault even though she does everything she can
She thinks she wouldn't
have been hit, if she hadn't burnt the glazed ham
Or the chicken that was
fried in grandma's cast iron pan
With this blame hanging
over her head,
The fear of being hit
again, she constantly dreads
Every word her friends
told her, came through just like they said
Never the one to blame
this man, for the circumstance she is in
Still believing, she
can find the love that is buried deep inside him
Telling her friends it
is not so easy, to leave the man
that has been her
protection
Finding someone new is
foreign to her, after all this time being her companion.
So she swallows her
pride decides to give him one more chance, for the 15th time.
As the key being placed in the door, she feels she is ab
of a crime.
With the evening sun
going down, bracing herself for the night
Going over in her mind,
to make sure she did everything just right
Or if not, she knows,
she will definitely feel his might
Caught between a rock
and a hard place, she turns to God and prays
For understanding why
she remains, and after all these years,
she still stays.